Still As Big As A Barn!

I am sure that I am losing ounces but it really gets to me that I can gain 20 pounds in the five months since my father in law died but I am only losing weight at a snails pace. My body is a mystery. It must be so efficient that it can function on nearly zero calories and when I add too many by drinking or not exerciing one day or, heaven forbid, adding a carb to my dinner, that calorie is going to, for sure turn into fat. I really shouldn't complain. When I was sick over the summer, I was losing weight without trying and I think I may have liked that less, if you can believe it. I would like to have a balance but losing weight from being sick is no fun either and I praise God for my good health and that I feel good and back to myself.

Enough complaining about the weight. I am blessed to be able to get up every morning, exercise and feel good all day long, pain free, disease free, which is more than I can say for some of my closest friends. My bad for complaining. I know I could just erase this but then you wouldn't really know what was going on in my crazy head.

By the way, if I were drinking right now, all of this stuff might not even be floating around in my head....hmmm???? Maybe, I still like drinking better than not drinking.

Cheers!